For as long as I can remember I have been reaching …something I may never catch ….it’s like attempting to catch a star like a firefly …the frustration – it seems to be so attainable – so possible – I feel my dreams as rivers breaking dams in my chest as they catch in my throat and overwhelm me – I want something more – success? maybe .
I wish to be a better man than what I have seen , to stand at the crusted tip of the earth and walk into the sun .
catching falling I swim the depth of eternity with the wind at my back all of it’s chaos all of it’s madness pieces falling around me – tearing from me .
I will return to this – things falling apart . I know myself , my depths my broken limbs and burning strengths. Owning my purpose – though parts of me shall always be broken .I will always be thankful .