toska (ˈtō-skə); noun
russian – at its deepest and most painful, it is a sensation of great spiritual anguish, often without any specific cause. at less morbid levels it is a dull ache of the soul, a longing with nothing to long for, a sick pining, a vague restlessness, mental throes, yearning. in particular cases it may be the desire of somebody or something specific, nostalgia, love-sickness. at the lowest level it grades into ennui, boredom.
Captains Log – 106
After reaching the planet’s surface we discovered no visible signs of life.
Only records from earths past.
It was apparent there was a nuclear war…but we couldn’t find any record to back up the overwhelming evidence,suggesting such a war.Its possible these things took place sooner than the evidence suggests…
We’ve only found a single survivor…she is the last human…we taking her with us.
Awakening
I walk the halls
I look out the windows
I remember only in my dreams
The Dome
Moniters
Lights cutting through the darkness,
Being taken away from the red and black…
The desolate planet…
I have a name…
I only remember in my dreams …
It was on my necklace
Toska
I’m not human
I was sent to earth
I am the nightmare
And I remember
As we enter their planets atmosphere…
I am not human
I am the destroyer
I am the virus
I was the nuclear war….
Regarding Samuel 