

I had just got out of the hospital when this was taken.
Six or seven years ago.
I prob weighed 140 lbs
It gets dark and it gets hard
But there is poetry even in hurricanes
Keep going
It gets better
-E
I don’t know what you’re going through
Maybe you’re working three jobs
Or two
Or working 80 hours a week
Maybe you’re beat down and broken
Tired
Think about this last stretch of the year
What is here
Right here
Where we are
You’re living
What this year has made you
The strength you hold
You will walk out of this rubble
Stronger
With eyes burning
You will carry this loss this hope this strength with you for the rest of your days
You can’t go back, you’ve seen too much
Lived through too many nights
And if trouble confronts you down the road
When you are alone
You will turn and it will see this year
Burning in your eyes
It will see the fires that made you
And when it backs down
And proclaims, it was just a mistake or a joke and it was just kidding …
Like doc holiday you can say
Calmly
“I wasn’t.”
Because you know what and who you are …
You know the strength you carry
And how you carried this year and did not break.
Keep going.
-E