Space is cold
Its vastness overwhelms the humanity in us …
It doesn’t know how to be gentle
It doesn’t know how to be soft
All of our sins
All of our restlessness
Finds us here
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We are, so, so very alone ….
It makes you wonder why we fight among ourselves
I think about how much I’ve failed myself ….
The ways I could have been better…
Probably should’ve been better….
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I’m sorry I can’t be with you
I miss you
Your skin
Your lips
The softness of you
The sound of your voice
I know we have recordings
But these don’t replace
Our secret moments
Find me in the dark
I dream of you
And your heartbeat
My head resting against you
That’s you
Your perfume
Your hair
Living
Breathing
Your hand in my hair
You laughing about something I said
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I wish you could see the stars from here
They look so much like your eyes…..
– E
Regarding Samuel 