I tried writing several posts the last two days….
But none of them seemed good…
I’m trying to stay positive
But I’m behind on all of my bills
I mean, who isn’t…
I’m working from 1:30 am to 9pm
Two sometimes 3 jobs and I no it will work out
But I keep waking up with pain in my face and chest…my heart racing …
I can’t sleep…
I am so worried
And I feel like I’m impatient
And I need to slow down
But I (sigh) I don’t know what to do …
I’m trying to stay positive and not worry and not vent
I know i can vent and overload
The plan is working
It’s just slow
There’s progress
It’s just slow
And it will be ok
It will be ok