6am: Coffee
Nap
Coffee on porch
Watch documentary
Breakfast
Podcast
Notes
Laundry
Guitar
Write letters
Coffee
Mimosa
Porch
Muzak
Laundry
Stare into the Abyss
Rest brain, think about nothing ….
Take shower
Write
Read
Nap.
I wish I could tell you it was hard or difficult or easy but it hits you and you just do it or you don’t.
If you don’t, you miss it and you’ll never get it back. But only you will know, only you will live knowing it never quite got as good as you know it could have.
But isn’t everything like that?
We’re wide awake and we will never be here again, never this young again.
Regarding Samuel 