I think I’m looking for softer words , for the likeness of you…
Like mornings with you…
Everything pales in comparison
I tell the sunrise coming around every 90 minutes…
It keeps trying
But it’s still not got it right ….
Do you remember the house
On the mountain?
I’ve explored a planet
It reminds me of that solitude
Look at how many apps we have
To distract us
To keep us busy
I was never there
I was never with you
If I were with you
If, huh, I know that sounds like it’s too late ….
You’re like these stars and these moons
You’re my moon and all my stars
I couldn’t take my eyes off you….
Space is cold
Its vastness overwhelms the humanity in us …
It doesn’t know how to be gentle
It doesn’t know how to be soft
All of our sins
All of our restlessness
Finds us here
We are, so, so very alone ….
It makes you wonder why we fight among ourselves
I think about how much I’ve failed myself ….
The ways I could have been better…
Probably should’ve been better….
I’m sorry I can’t be with you
I miss you
The softness of you
The sound of your voice
I know we have recordings
But these don’t replace
Our secret moments
Find me in the dark
I dream of you
And your heartbeat
My head resting against you
Your hand in my hair
You laughing about something I said
I wish you could see the stars from here
They look so much like your eyes…..