l'année se sent éternelle le solitaire résonne à travers le vide à l'intérieur d'un cœur j'essaye de t'écrire j'essaye de ne pas m'accrocher aux choses pour combler le vide mais juste être être ici maintenant peut-être que les saints étaient seuls peut-être le martyr peut-être qu'aucun de nous n'est parfait peut-être que nous pouvons juste être bons ... laisse moi être bon et soulager la douleur quelque part et laisser quelqu'un personne ne ressent ce que je ressens ... et saches s'il vous plaît savoir que quand mes yeux ou mes pensées te voient ils ne voient que toi pas une illusion et il y a de la poésie ...
I walk the city
I once knew
It fades
All around me
Unclear
The people
Moving
The graves outside
I am hollowed
But I am looking
With anxious eyes
I can’t remember anything
Very clear
What is different ?
What’s the same ?
And then
At the end of the street
I see her
In the garden
Digging
Flowers in her hair
She brushes her
Stubborn strands out of
Her eyes
And my heart
Is beating
And
I’m not as callous
As I feared
It’s not as dark as I believed
And
She is standing
Crying
Over there
Right there
And I am running now…
I am
Forgetting to breathe
Afraid that I will wake up
Before I touch her
I feel the earth
I see the people fading
I see her right there
I see her
I reach out
Her arms
Her lips
Her eyes
The salt of
Her tears
Her finger tips
This is real.
We are here.
It’s cold outside
We suffer quietly inside
Glass homes
Their eyes are watching …
We haven’t Slept in years
We suffer paper skin
And scars
Casualties of war
They occupied
Our city
Just long enough
To take us outside
Lining the street
And shoot the men
And leave us to weep
I watched the snow turn
A crimson red
I watched my breath turn to ice
I watched my brother
Die ….inside my arms
Who killed us
In this war?
The alternatives
Are hesitation marks
From me and you
(Repetition
of echoes
and shadows )
And
they said
You wouldn’t
Feel anything
But you feel
Like you’re
Underneath
The fall
And
History
Repeats itself
And you
Peel at your skin
And you walk
You walk
Trying to blend in